I want to start with what happened in the parking lot, because that's the moment everything broke for me.
I had just walked out of my doctor's office. Third dose increase in twelve years. My prescription had gone up, and up, and up — and I had gone down, and down, and down. I sat in my truck with the new bottle in my hand, and I did something I hadn't done since I was a kid. I cried. Out of pure, exhausted anger. Twelve years of swallowing those pills every single morning. Twelve years of being told this is just how it is now. Twelve years of watching my body fall apart while the number on the cuff barely moved.